Lana Rhoades, who used to be a porn star, says she wants all of her old scenes taken down.
The 24-year-old openly criticizes the adult industry and discusses how it has affected her life and mental health.
She told Harry Jowsey on his “Tap In” podcast that she wishes she could go back and delete her videos, but she doesn’t have the rights to do so.
A lot of the videos I have no rights under, otherwise I probably would have deleted them all by now,
Rhoades said when asked if she wished she hadn’t worked in the business,
I do. I honestly tell people, if I could go back, I would give up everything to have my dignity and respect back, and for people not to be able to see me in that way.
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But Rhoades has said bad things about the business and talked about her experiences shooting adult scenes before.
She talked about one of the worst things she had to do as a porn performer earlier this year.
Rhoades said during the conversation on the Three Girls One Kitchen podcast that she still has trouble with how one scene affects her mind.
She said,
One of the worst… honestly, I feel like I’m in denial sometimes and I can’t accept some of the things that I’ve done.
There was one thing that, ya know, I tried talking to a therapist about before something that I had to do for a scene that was really rough for me.
Basically, this guy had a bowl and he, like, gagged me until I threw up into it and he, like, p***ed in the bowl, and during the scene he asked me to drink it, and I didn’t know how to say no.
It was one of the most disgusting, foul scenes.
This was just one of many horrible things that happened to Rhoades that made her decide to leave the porn industry for good.
She recently said on the YouTube channel BFFs with Dave Portnoy and Josh Richards that it has turned out well for her financially, as she is now worth a lot of money.
She said,
The industry I did not get paid s***.
I probably had $100,000 (£71,000) in my bank account when I quit shooting porn and now I’m a multi-millionaire.